what i've been up to

i feel guilty for not posting more often. i just haven't been out with my camera in ages. the last one is riley, haha.

drunken rockband

ben silver asked me if i was blogging.
i wasn't at the time, but now i am.
i am trying very hard not to be a whiny bitch about stuff, but i can't help the fact i think stupid, unnecessary thoughts. logic comforts me, but they stick in the back of my mind. i get paranoid sometimes, over absolutely nothing. i don't know.
i've got my first counseling meeting on wednesday. i don't know what i'm trying to accomplish by going in to see them. maybe to stop all this bullshit once and for all? i don't know.
i feel like if that's gone, where will i be? i feel like it's an integral part. without the downs, how could there be any ups? and the ups are the best part.
who knows.
alright ben silver, this one was for you, enjoy it.

i feel weird updating this blog without any semblance of art (don't worry) but i figure i'll let everyone know what's going on. classes have started again, i got my nose pierced. thing's have been... really interesting, for better or worse. it feels strange updating this blog with something that typically goes elsewhere.

First Post of the New Year!

first post of 2009! soon this blog's gonna be two years old--wow. crazy shit man, i remember making the blog and thinking i'd lose interest after a month or so. in any case, i went out today, it was mad rainy, but i drove through the psych center for some interesting shots. enjoy!